Tag Archives: love

Waiting

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Waiting

Faith embedded in Your words,

Desire to fly high like the birds.

Emptiness that cannot be filled,

Doubt that shall be killed.

Success is the mission,

How many times must I audition?

Believe in thyself,

Dust the bible off from the bookshelf.

Strong at first sight,

Determined to be the light.

Pressed down, shaken together,

It’s only temporary bad weather.

Guide me in the right direction,

Lead me to the perfect selection.

Wrap me in Your arms,

Keep me away from harm.

Show me the way,

And I’ll walk in it day by day.

One by one,

You’ve always won,

Two by two,

I’ll continue to trust in You.

Three by three,

Set me free.

Four by four,

Open up the next door!

 

Mother

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Today, I hugged my mother.
I said I’m sorry
and broke down into tears.
She hugged me tighter,
Rubbed my back,
and said I love you too.

Today, I hugged my mother.
A hug that was unlike no other,
I apologized.
For my mother is unappreciated,
Mistreated,
Misunderstood,
Neglected,
Over worked,
Under encouraged,
And yet she still loves me.

Today, I hugged my mother.
I owe her that much.
To love her because she raised me,
No!
To love her because she loves me,
No!
To love her because I want her to know
You are beautiful inside and out.
Whether you yell and fight,
Prove me wrong when your right,
Forgive me for my mistakes,
Even when they happen twice.
God gave you a child, His creation, me.
Yet, He blessed me with you.

Today, I hugged my mother.
Not because I haven’t seen her
but because my mother has given all,
All her love,
All her energy,
All her time,
All her efforts,
All of her to make me the woman I am.

Today, I hugged my mother.
I hugged my mother.
I hugged my mother for she is only one.
My mother is unlike no other,
For God made her just for me,
She loves me when I am wrong,
Encourages me when I am down,
Shows me the right way,
Even when I don’t listen,
My mother has never stopped…

Today, I hugged my mother.
I fell in love with the woman she is,
I recognized all she has done,
Asked for forgiveness for all I’ve done,
All it took,
One hug!

Today, I hugged my mother.

ING

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Looking in all the wrong places,
Finding satisfaction in unfamiliar faces,
Ignoring the progress ahead of me,
Losing what I once could see.

Welcoming back the past,
Running away and I still come last.
Thinking of where I went wrong
why I stop feeling so strong
when did sadness become my lifes theme song?

Searching for unsolved mysteries,
Reminiscing on forgotten history,
Remembering YOU made me who I am today,
Yet, I’m still looking for a different way.

Believing in YOU is the answer,
Corrupting thoughts continue to spread like a cancer,
Willing to love YOU more than I did before,
Promising to keep the past behind that door.

Faith

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Faith fought my fears,
Faith assured me a better tomorrow,
Faith indicated the right direction,
Faith turned my weakness into strength,
Faith helped me walk without seeing,

Yet I stand questioning what faith truly symbolizes, why am I seeking inspiration when faith gave me hope, how do I reassure my faith and remain faithful?

Faith failed to keep me faithful
Faith accepted my anxiety
Faith ignored my cry
Faith taught me otherwise
Faith hindered the demons

And now I am free! But why do I feel prisoner when my faith is absent? How do I set myself free from such burden and demand? Where do I turn to when I feel My Lord is busy making something better for me?

I’ve grown impatient and still manage to have a piece of me love what God has done for me. For my love for Him is eternal like His for me but my faith is a constant battle between now and never and it feels like when I can no longer wait, He answers my cry.

Gift

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Poison in the vein,

Dark past drove me insane,

In search for the light,

Writing kept me up every night.

Lost for life,

Sex was the closet feeling to a wife,

Emptiness in my heart,

My life was falling apart.

Fear led me here,

Desperation kept me near,

Salvation,

a new declaration,

A gift they declare,

My story to share,

Writing is all I know,

My high at my low.

Search for direction,

thirst for affection.

Blessed He made me,

destined to be,

On the ninth month of the twenty fourth day,

He made a way,

For my writing to grow,

blessings which overflow,

This gift given,

My sins forgiven.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lives On

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Beyond the perfect storm,
Pass the hidden insecurities,
Under the sheets of lies,
Evil from the tongues,
Does sin live on?
Walking with the world,
What does it show for?
Escape from the dark,
Seek the light,
The Word quences thirst,
Grace embodied,
Sins forgiven,
The good life driven,
Greatness featured,
Comfort guaranteed,
Strength provided,
Life of a born again,
New born into The presence,
Glorify and praise,
His name, his way,
LIVES ON

Stronger

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Urge to love and be loved,
Carve the affection,
Seek the attention,
Hidden,
Forgotten,
Abandoned,
But I knew no love like ours.
Apart at sea,
I miss you and me,
Kisses,
Warm embrace,
The smile on your face,
Love like ours I never knew.
Real,
Blessed,
Grateful,
Away for days,
I couldn’t ask you to stay,
The sound of your voice,
Assured I made the right choice,
To love you like I do,
Pure and true,
I now know love like ours.

Ignite

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On nights like this,
Happiness doesn’t seem key.
Old feuds add fumes to a dim fire,
Still fresh enough to burn the bitter taste in the  mouth.
To take trip back to the day, occasion, setting,
Recall every instant, conversation
And realize how irrelevant the frustration was.
To have the thought of another woman there,
Seeing her touch what belonged to someone.
Over protective, rightfully being,
Laugh about it later but then it was no joke.
And realize how naive the reaction was,
The quick jealousy and anger,
Beyond the self control,
The fire ignited, flames burned inside,
Yet the fight never begun.
Discussion over the matter,
Solution to the problem,
Love and certainty to comfort her insecurities,
Over what, but why? He questioned.
Look at her, he commanded.
What comparison? He examined.
She was speechless, to see who it was,
A face to the name, a sigh of relief.
She was his one and only,
The other one has no relevance.
But she worried, he assured her he loved her.
His actions showed love,
His words spoke loyalty,
His body sensed desire,
And then she fell at ease.
Knowing what she had wasn’t leaving,
Snatched or disposed of,
Their love is real,
From the days prior to it’s beginning,
To the many months they’ve shared.
Their love is real,
And between them nothing stands,
LOVE they say,
Not a routine but something the heart needs.
AFFECTION they show,
Because they’ve never had what they have,
LOYAL they remain,
For unlike the other their isn’t one for each other.