Waiting

Faith embedded in Your words,

Desire to fly high like the birds.

Emptiness that cannot be filled,

Doubt that shall be killed.

Success is the mission,

How many times must I audition?

Believe in thyself,

Dust the bible off from the bookshelf.

Strong at first sight,

Determined to be the light.

Pressed down, shaken together,

It’s only temporary bad weather.

Guide me in the right direction,

Lead me to the perfect selection.

Wrap me in Your arms,

Keep me away from harm.

Show me the way,

And I’ll walk in it day by day.

One by one,

You’ve always won,

Two by two,

I’ll continue to trust in You.

Three by three,

Set me free.

Four by four,

Open up the next door!

 

ING

Looking in all the wrong places,
Finding satisfaction in unfamiliar faces,
Ignoring the progress ahead of me,
Losing what I once could see.

Welcoming back the past,
Running away and I still come last.
Thinking of where I went wrong
why I stop feeling so strong
when did sadness become my lifes theme song?

Searching for unsolved mysteries,
Reminiscing on forgotten history,
Remembering YOU made me who I am today,
Yet, I’m still looking for a different way.

Believing in YOU is the answer,
Corrupting thoughts continue to spread like a cancer,
Willing to love YOU more than I did before,
Promising to keep the past behind that door.

Faith

Faith fought my fears,
Faith assured me a better tomorrow,
Faith indicated the right direction,
Faith turned my weakness into strength,
Faith helped me walk without seeing,

Yet I stand questioning what faith truly symbolizes, why am I seeking inspiration when faith gave me hope, how do I reassure my faith and remain faithful?

Faith failed to keep me faithful
Faith accepted my anxiety
Faith ignored my cry
Faith taught me otherwise
Faith hindered the demons

And now I am free! But why do I feel prisoner when my faith is absent? How do I set myself free from such burden and demand? Where do I turn to when I feel My Lord is busy making something better for me?

I’ve grown impatient and still manage to have a piece of me love what God has done for me. For my love for Him is eternal like His for me but my faith is a constant battle between now and never and it feels like when I can no longer wait, He answers my cry.

Life

Through Your grace and glory,
You have written my story,
I seek only your way,
To help me through the day,
You’ve planned and prepared my purpose,
Now I wait until it surface.

Greatness you’ve given me,
Your truth I have began to see,
Freedom from sin,
Joy and peace,
My heart is at ease.
To give my all,
You’ve accepted my fall,
Saved me from harms way,
Blessed, forgiven,born again is what I say.

Love Before You

Love before You,

unsure if it was true.

Love before You,

questioned what You could get me through.

Love before You,

left an unclear view.

Love before You,

never gave me a clue.

Love before You,

felt as if I was only getting used too.

Love before You,

had my life so untrue,

Now that I’ve found You,

I have someone to look up to.

Mighty skies remain so blue,

victory is something new,

My past you withdrew,

a new life, not a re-do.

To leave behind the world view,

because Love with you,

will always pull me through.

Over and Over Again

If the world rejects me,
And He accepts me,
It’s a brighter day,
A clear passage way.
It’s never easy I’ve been told,
Take my life and create a mold,
One to represent You,
Love and Faith gets me through,
Pennies in my pocket,
An empty heart in a locket,
As if I don’t belong,
The world sees me doing wrong,
Yet, right by His eyes,
Leaving behind deceit and unworthy lies.
The Devil has taken my every good,
Drove me away from something misunderstood,
Now I’ve come to see,
That loving You is all that is required of me.
Unexplained blessings I finally believe,
A life full of greatness is what I hope to achieve.

Dear God

Verbal communication was the only way I knew how until someone introduced me to a better idea. He said to me, “talk to God by doing what you feel most comfortable, write.” I know You’re everywhere but sometimes I don’t know if my words or letters to You really get to You. So I was doubtful at first, I didn’t know how to start, I didn’t know what to say, but by my surprise I’m getting better at it. I wrote almost twice a day and I feel like asking for anything and telling You everything isn’t a difficult task. I am however, impatient, easily discouraged, and trying not to live a double life and give my all to You. I try to surround myself around positive energy, people have share the same faith as me in You and I believe I am doing pretty well. You have showed me strength throughout obstacles I’ve faced, patience to get through my obstacles, faith to leave it in your hands to overcome those obstacles and last but not least, peace. Their is this peace in my life because of You. You’ve given me a gift I never knew I deserved and I am blessed to have a relationship with You. Never knew one day I would be telling the world but here I am because You are more real than life itself and keeping Your glory to myself would be selfish. I don’t mind telling the world about Your awesomeness, a Man of man talents, and through it all YOU STAND TALLER THAN ANY BUILDING. Its why I’m not afraid anymore, why what I get is not lucky on my behalf but a blessing from You. Explaining Your love and what You are able to do with those who follow and believe in You is almost bizarre but through You I can do anything, nothing is impossible and I want to let the world know!!!