Category Archives: Family

Mother

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Today, I hugged my mother.
I said I’m sorry
and broke down into tears.
She hugged me tighter,
Rubbed my back,
and said I love you too.

Today, I hugged my mother.
A hug that was unlike no other,
I apologized.
For my mother is unappreciated,
Mistreated,
Misunderstood,
Neglected,
Over worked,
Under encouraged,
And yet she still loves me.

Today, I hugged my mother.
I owe her that much.
To love her because she raised me,
No!
To love her because she loves me,
No!
To love her because I want her to know
You are beautiful inside and out.
Whether you yell and fight,
Prove me wrong when your right,
Forgive me for my mistakes,
Even when they happen twice.
God gave you a child, His creation, me.
Yet, He blessed me with you.

Today, I hugged my mother.
Not because I haven’t seen her
but because my mother has given all,
All her love,
All her energy,
All her time,
All her efforts,
All of her to make me the woman I am.

Today, I hugged my mother.
I hugged my mother.
I hugged my mother for she is only one.
My mother is unlike no other,
For God made her just for me,
She loves me when I am wrong,
Encourages me when I am down,
Shows me the right way,
Even when I don’t listen,
My mother has never stopped…

Today, I hugged my mother.
I fell in love with the woman she is,
I recognized all she has done,
Asked for forgiveness for all I’ve done,
All it took,
One hug!

Today, I hugged my mother.

Consequences

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Take a gun,
shot a bullet through my heart,
leave me for dead,
That’s what she said.
I rather you be pregnant instead.
I walked away,
Unaware that today would be the day,
I’d said what I had to say.
If not now then when?
Text, email, I couldn’t dare press send,
A couple days her heart would mend.
But he doesn’t know,
Surprised her words don’t show,
I never understood no.
The temporary high,
Lie after lie,
I hope this isn’t good bye.
My fear may not kill me,
What they thought I would be,
Disappointment is all they see.
Play the waiting game,
Marinate the wounds with my shame,
I wasn’t meant to be tamed.
Its what I keep telling myself,
freedom of expression,
just a rebel trying to uphold an image.

Him

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Life is never easy,
So he always said to me.
Don’t settle for trash,
So he never forgot to warn me.
Keep your head in the game,
He said men have no shame.
His wise words engraved,
As I’ve grown up,
Those words really meant little to me.
Thought life was harsh until I faced reality.
The bad we learn from, the good we take,
Mistakes we make,
All to fall asleep and hope we wake.
A man forever brave,
A sense of power he craved,
Forever guiding me from wrong,
Keeping the family forever strong.
It doesn’t work out you see,
A dream becomes reality,
Where what was planned now fails,
I’ve grown up so free,
Something I never expected of me,
But it takes time for you to see,
That I am no longer the baby girl I use to be.